Broadcaster Ahn Sun Young candidly revealed the most difficult moments of her life, drawing deep sympathy.
On the afternoon of the 10th, a video titled "Sometimes I even think about dying..." watch this when you're having a hard time. I'll comfort you. | Ahn Sun Young's counseling corner episode 02" was posted on the YouTube channel Ahn Sun Young's Double Life.
Ahn Sun Young said she began by saying that receiving subscribers' stories made her feel she should empathize more deeply and cry and laugh together. She continued, "Today the producer told me something like that. It would be nice if you could casually tell us in the opening about a time when you were so miserable you thought you might die," she said.
Ahn Sun Young recalled her turbulent past, saying, "If you ask when I was so miserable I thought I might die, it's hidden like landmines throughout (life), so I can't pick just one."
He said, "For a long time I lived as one of the most vulnerable in society. When I was young, my family was so poor and my mother was so scary. At that teenage age there was a time when I wondered, 'If I die, will my mother feel sorry for me? Or will the world pity me?'" she confessed.
She then confessed the humiliation she experienced after moving to the capital. Ahn Sun Young said, "When I came to Seoul I thought, 'Could I be treated with such contempt? Why does the world treat me so unfairly?' I felt wronged and resentful," conveying the emotions she felt at the time without restraint.
The repeated hardships continued into adulthood. Ahn Sun Young added frankly, "After overcoming that hurdle I thought things would calm down, but my mother collapsed and I had to help with her bowel and bladder care, and there were so many moments when I wondered, 'Why am I so tired like this?'"
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