Actor Go Soyoung resumed her YouTube channel after stopping for a month and said she struggled with past rumors about giving birth.
On the 28th, a video titled Iyoo Go Soyoung deleted all her YouTube videos (heartfelt confession) was uploaded to the "Go Soyoung" channel.
Previously, Go Soyoung, who had deleted all the YouTube videos she had run for a year, announced a fresh start with a new production team and said, "I was very worried while I stopped YouTube for a month," adding, "I wondered, 'Is it okay if I stop uploading videos like this?' I have obsessive tendencies.. Has it already been a month since I stopped uploading?" she opened up.
This time Go Soyoung said the producer she met for the first time said, "At first I also misunderstood, thinking 'Go Soyoung can live just by shooting commercials.' I thought she didn't build a career and lived off her image."
Go Soyoung said, "For a while I appeared in films back to back and felt that work was fun and something I wanted to do, but I think I got a bit tired of the media then," adding, "articles kept coming out with incorrect information. For example, I had many male friends around me. They would stitch them together to create a fictional person and report a dating rumor with someone who didn't even exist, or when a gossip column reported a dating rumor about Ms. K, it was always me."
She continued, "Before I married there were even strange rumors. They said, 'She gave birth.' I couldn't understand that at all because new ads ran all twelve months back then, so when would I possibly have been pregnant and given birth? It didn't make sense, so I just ignored it," she explained.
However, Go Soyoung said she was shocked when one day an older woman told her, 'You gave birth but you're very slim. You must have lost weight quickly,' and she said, "If I didn't erase this rumor, I really wouldn't be able to get married. And later when my children are born, I would have to tell them everything, wouldn't I? So I sued everyone. It felt humiliating."
Go Soyoung, who said her obsessive tendencies worsened after marriage, confessed, "After giving birth there were people who looked after the baby and my mother often came and went, but I had an obsession that 'it can't be without me.' Even if I drank, I would do a one-shot, and even when I was completely drunk I would sleep in the place where the baby was. Even on overseas business trips there was stress about having to breastfeed and not being able to fully breastfeed."
She said, "I wonder why I'm living trapped in this obsession, did I always used to be like this? When I was young I said what I wanted to say, but after having children and with a famous husband I can't do what I want. Because my actions have an impact, I worry, will they dislike it if an article comes out? I became more withdrawn. Even if we don't know about malicious comments, if someone criticizes me I walk with my head down when I go out," she also revealed.
[Photo] "Go Soyoung" screen capture
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