Singer Seo In Young revealed the real reason she vowed to "turn over a new leaf," evoking sympathy. The deep wounds and guilt toward her family that were hidden behind her glamorous heyday moved viewers' hearts.
On the 22nd episode of the tvN variety show You Quiz on the Block, Seo In Young, who recently returned to the public with her YouTube channel "Seo In Young's turning over a new leaf," appeared.
That day she candidly confessed about the difficult times after past controversies and about how her attitude toward life changed after losing her mother. Yu Jae-seok cautiously asked, "Now that you're resuming activities, you must be thinking of your mother a lot." Seo In Young replied cautiously, "The moment I felt I had to live was when my mother entered the crematorium."
She said, "At that time I really felt that death was nothing special. I wondered how I could live well, what my mother would want," and added, "I vowed to show my mother that I would live well." She continued, "Now I have a reason to live well. My mother will be watching from heaven. I was a daughter who had done nothing but fail her," and she finally burst into tears.
In particular, Seo In Young confessed that she suffered from panic disorder, depression and even symptoms of aphasia for a time. She said, "For a while I couldn't speak or laugh," and added, "There was also the profanity controversy, my mother passed away, and marriage didn't go as I wanted. They all overlapped at once, and it felt like being hit on the head with a frying pan," referring also to the pain of divorce.
She also made the most shocking confession. Seo In Young said, "After the 'profanity incident' I once attempted an extreme choice," and said, "My mother saw me like that and was so shocked that she even urinated. But three months later she passed away. I feel so sorry about that," bringing a solemn mood.
She also expressed gratitude to the younger sibling who stayed by her side. She said, "When I didn't answer my phone my sibling always rushed over. Life wouldn't have been living," and her eyes welled up.
Seo In Young, who once caused a stir by confessing to 10 billion won in earnings during her peak and to shopping addiction, now dreams of a completely different life. She vowed, "If the YouTube channel does well I want to live while donating," and added, "Now I really want to live well." She spoke candidly.
Not the glamorous star Seo In Young, but the sincere heart of a person trying to live again after overcoming wounds. This confession left a heavy resonance with many.
[Photo] 'You Quiz' broadcast screen
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