This is a review article written after watching the broadcast.
Kian84, who fell into a slump on I Live Alone, met Kim Chung-jae and Chimchakman for counseling.
On Sept. 17, the MBC variety show I Live Alone showed Chimchakman giving earnest advice to Kian84.
That day, having failed to concentrate on his painting work, Kian84 confessed, "I've been trying to work on it in various ways, but between doing broadcasts and running, my concentration seems to be down, and I'm not immersing myself, so the work really isn't going well."
On the other hand, about running he said, "I ran 240 km in September." Upon hearing this, Code Kunst said, "You moved more than most cars," and Kian84 said, "Running makes you healthier but ages you a lot," which drew laughter.
He then joked, "Because I can't run well, I want to run well, so I run a lot; people who run well want to run well, so they run a lot, and we all become Sean that way."
Kian84 stopped painting and eventually went to see Kim Chung-jae. He said, "Painting made me stressed, so I naturally wanted to see him. Chung-jae's gaze is clear. Even if there's no answer, if you talk, he listens. He nods his head."
Kian84 returned to basics by doing plaster sketching with Kim Chung-jae. Then he revealed, "Originally this year I got invited to do so many broadcasts. I probably did as many as Jun Hyun-moo," attracting attention.
He explained his reason for refusing some broadcast offers: "If I took everything, I wouldn't be able to paint at all, so I paint during that time. Time is limited, and there are many things I want to do, so I'm afraid that if I do too much I'll end up with nothing."
Also, although Kian84 said he liked running, he confessed it drained his energy, creating a twist. He said, "Some people say they have more energy after running and it helps them work, but I'm too tired. I can't work as much as that energy, the energy decreases," which provoked laughter.
Especially, Kian84 compared himself to the past, saying, "When I did webtoons I drew more than 100 cuts a week. I thought later that when I moved to canvas I'd just do four a month, but the more time passes, the less comes out."
In response, Ki advised, "Can't you stop comparing the you then with the you now?" adding, "Trying to put the me back then next to me now kept infecting me. I think you need to set up a new you that fits your current age and situation."
Afterward, Kian84 visited Chimchakman, who had declared he would stop painting. He lamented, "I painted about 20 pieces, but about five of them I couldn't use. Even after painting them I'm not satisfied. The more I do it, the harder it gets," and said, "I don't know what I'm living for. I was going with broadcast and painting, and suddenly running entered my life more. I feel like I'm good at neither."
Then Chimchakman said, "Then remove running from your life." When Kian84 replied, "Running isn't possible; it's my main thing," Chimchakman answered, "Cut back on the broadcasts."
Above all, when Kian84 said he needed to receive "praise," Chimchakman retorted, "Why must you receive praise?" Code Kunst, watching this, admired, "What I always think is cool while watching the show is that Chimchakman has a 'so what if you fail' mindset."
He added, "Your outrageous actions are cool. You like moving around. Put paint on the soles of your feet and run. Why use the brush and feet separately? Use them together," advising him to do performance art.
[Photo] I Live Alone broadcast screen capture
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