This is a review article written after watching the broadcast.
On The Return of Superman, Lalaal opened up about a time when she struggled with postpartum depression.
On the 1st broadcast, KBS 2TV variety show The Return of Superman (hereinafter "Superman Returns") aired the episode "So alike it's uncanny," revealing the daily life of Lalaal and her daughter Seobin.
That day Lalaal transformed into her alter ego "Lee Myeong-hwa" beside her daughter. Addressing her daughter who imitated her, he said, Seobin, mom's job is a digital clown. So I go around selling laughter, adding, Mom travels around the country giving laughter to many people. You need to know that. Mom makes money like this. Save your allowance, which drew laughter.
After finishing the Lee Myeong-hwa makeup, Lalaal transformed into 502 and, together with her mother, participated in an aerobics class. In an interview, Lalaal said, I watched aerobics all the time and copied it at home, but it was hard to go alone. So today I called the instructor myself, and the three women danced to lively music.
Meanwhile, her mother said, I'm so proud of my daughter. Have you read those comments? mentioning several comments such as "I live day to day because of Myeong-hwa" and "Myeong-hwa, please keep doing this content for a long time," and expressed pride, saying people like it and they say life is worth living because of you.
Her mother also worried, But don't you have a circadian rhythm? You can't sleep until dawn, so I worry about that.
Above all, that day her mother revealed that Lalaal had gone through a difficult time in the past, saying, One day I got a phone call. Her voice was dark. She said, Mom, I hate everything. She said, Mom, I even hate Seobin and I hate everything, and I felt like I was hit with a hammer, she said, drawing attention.
Lalaal had experienced postpartum depression in the past. About this, Lalaal lamented, I didn't know the hormonal changes, and for the first time since I was born my bones felt so cold, and I could never rest from work, so I had bleeding and things like that, and I wondered if I was going to die.
She continued, I couldn't do anything my way and had no freedom, so each day was truly agonizing. But what can I do? Life became like this and I have responsibilities, and thinking that made me think of my mother so much. I'm grateful, but it was also so painful, she said, describing her state of mind at the time.
Her mother told Lalaal, Our daughter is the best. Nothing else matters. Even if I go to heaven next, if my daughter is struggling I would come down no matter what and shake up heaven, she said.
Lalaal expressed gratitude and affection toward her mother, saying, I'm so happy to have a mother like this, adding, My mother loves me this much. I'll think about it even when I get older. Then mom will be watching over me, right? Doesn't that give you strength? I think this will stay with me for life.
Seeing this, Park Soo-hong said of Lalaal's mother, She seems like someone who gives the fundamental strength to live life.
Finally, Lalaal's mother said, Let's live happily with Seobin, travel a lot and do many good things. I love my daughter very much.
[Photo] Capture of The Return of Superman broadcast screen
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